to love you

oh, the free fall
wind whirling
world spinning

oh, the exhilaration
i am alive
such intensity!

and then the vast water
blurring my eyes
rendering me irrational
overshadowed by an angel from the past

it's the poison i picked
to fall and consequently plunge into the water
i was very well aware of the risk
yet decided to do it, i still

but i know i have what it takes

i'm sorting out the mess in my head
and i will soar