Dreamt A Little Dream

I dreamt about having a house-slash-home.

Where the door stays locked when I don't want to meet people.
Where my husband and I choose the furniture, appliances, and their layout.
Where I make weekly menu, shop accordingly, and cook the meals.
Where I run the household and know exactly what we have and where to find them in the house.
Where I set the rules, schedule, and habits.

A place I can claim (to borrow Smita's word) mini-but-mine.

Ah.
Me and my ego.

But it is my dream no more.
I can't be and it shouldn't be.

Now my dream is a house full of love from Allah.
Where my husband and son are happy. Where I build peace within my heart.

So let's just get back to reality and make that one comes true :)